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Blind Pain - for Dimitri by damnedEvans Blind Pain - for Dimitri by damnedEvans
How you can abuse me? How you can kill my kindness and my happiness?
Don't you see that my eyes are full of tears?
Don't you have mercy for my innocence?
You expect mercy from your God but you betrayed His trust....
Don't you fear for His rage?
Don't you see that your ignorance kill me?
Killing the heart of a child, you don't care for my pain?
Disapointed by life what you expect that I'll do?
All my dreams, my ilussions and my hopes are reduced to dust...
You left me naked, lonely to face my demons...
You destroy me and God will punish you!
Who cares of you?...... demon with human face
Terror is your kingdom, fear is your crown...
I'll not be your slave, you can't kill my love!
You can't kill my hope.... I am stronger than you.... 'Cause I am not evil....
You made me stronger, but with a hard price.
Disappear from my face, I don't want to see your evil face!
Sadness and pain.....this is all that you left behaid!
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This is a poem (well I don't know if it is actually a poem) about child abuse.....
I write this inspired by the great work ( The Madness of St. Dimitri ) of my sweet friend ~angelsaint11 Thank you so much for the inspiration dear :glomp:
I dedicate this to another great friend =black-halo69 He is the most wonderful and kind person that I ever meet.... :heart:


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:icondina-bv:
Dina-bv Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007
Salut! Ai un mic feature de la mine in cadrul jurnalelor Ro-feature. Daca nu vrei ca lucrarea ta sa apara, te rog sa-mi spui :aww:
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007
merci mult de tot :glomp:
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xXPaRaNoIrEXx Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2007
I adore this!! Everthing is simply stunning through me eye's. @_@
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Secular Featured By Owner May 3, 2007
Amazing work! I love the atmosphere :)
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner May 3, 2007
thanks... I put a lot of emotions into it because it was done for a very special friend....
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Secular Featured By Owner May 3, 2007
It can be seen, truly.
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Ilusion-Island Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2006
Gorgeous
I love it

:blackrose:
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2006
:glomp: thank you dear
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PainfulTear Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2006
love the contrast of the almost black & white background with the red =D
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2006
thank you dear :glomp:
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Nefyaviewen Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2006
Sweet.
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2006
Thanks :hug:
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CLanez Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2006
OH MY GOSH! This is beautiful!! wonderful work!!!!! :clap:
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:icondamnedevans:
damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2006
:glomp: thank you sweetie
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Loulah Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
this is gorgeous, very emotional! it flows very nicely.
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:icondamnedevans:
damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
:glomp: thank you sweetie
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Loulah Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2006
that's ok huni! :hug:
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blacqnyghtvampyre Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006   Digital Artist
WOW!! I love this. I love the implications. Everything!! Perfection!! :heart:
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
:heart: :glomp: thank you so much.... :hug:
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blacqnyghtvampyre Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2006   Digital Artist
You are very welcome! :hug:
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ArcaneRaven Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006  Student Digital Artist
About the image work: Wonderfull and exelant expression. :)
The poem: Gosh... you say you can't but don't understand why you keep saing that if you keep making really good poems that can carry you away and ectuelly say something. :)
The subject: We had a discusion on school yesterday about what we should do with people like that. Well most of us agree on torture and locking away for a loooooooooong time. It appears even that the child abusers in the Netherlands are trieng to get foothold in the goverment and have set up a own politic group! For God sake how deep will this country go?! There are allready facised spreading there thoughts like wildfire and people start to belive in them as well! Haven't we learned anything from our past? This world is insane and I hope something big, bad and distructive will make chaos and death so humanity has to forget there troubles with each other and try to survive.

Good work DE! Your good in anything you do! :)

:hug: :rose:
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
I am so glad that you like my work........ =D thank you for the nice comment sweetie....
and actualy I can't write poems.... I kipping say that because this is the true.... I just pretend that I can..... :giggle:
and I think that all those cruel people will suffer someday but we can't harm them..... they will surely pay for their crime.....
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ArcaneRaven Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006  Student Digital Artist
well then you can pretend very well ;)
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2006
:giggle:
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black-halo69 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2006
WOW..this is wonderful sweetie...thank you SO much...I am in awe and really speechless.........the poem is beautiful..the art is lovely as well..you are such a special person to me..thank you...thank you!! :hug:
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
:hug: thank you for your wonderful words........ you make me very happy.... :glomp:
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black-halo69 Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
:D
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AndreaVictoria Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2006  Professional General Artist
Wow. Im lost of words.
This is really a breathtaking total artwork and one of the wonderful gifts.
Dori is right. You know! And you are simply wonderful in your mind and your person. I love this picture.
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2006
:glomp: thank you Andrea....... You know, all those beautiful comments make me happy..... it is so nice to pe appreciate for what you do........
thank you for your wonderful support......... you was always one of the most kindest persons from DA....... :hug:
:heart: love you
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AndreaVictoria Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2006  Professional General Artist
...I love you too girl. I really hope that we could meet someday in person and talk. Who will know...
:hug:
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:icondamnedevans:
damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2006
yes....... I hope that too..... :hug: and Germany isn't so far from Ro...... :giggle:
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AndreaVictoria Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2006  Professional General Artist
Yeah. So if you ever come over just let me know...
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2006
sure I will :glomp:
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Elazara Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006  Student General Artist
I LOVE this it is so awesome!!! WOW-ness how do u come up with this stuff?
Great work!!!
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
Thank you so much :glomp: I am happy that you like it dear
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LadyLey Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
Great gift for them. :hug:
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
:giggle: Thanks :glomp:
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rotyoung Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
spine chillin'. Amazing work
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
:glomp: thank you so much dear........ I am so glad that you like it
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LaurentBaschard Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
This is so painful yet wonderful and sensitive. I am sure they will love it very much, especially because you created it so much from your heart.
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
:glomp: thank you so much Laurent..... I appreciate your comment very much...... :hug:
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LaurentBaschard Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
You are so welcome my dear :) :hug:
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LaurentBaschard Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
You are so welcome my dear :) :hug:
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angelsaint11 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
Oh my goodness... wow. this is chilling. This is what you call sympathetic artistic reaction. You are SUCH a sensitive soul, you really and truly feel the truth here... you are not someone who takes this lightly or sees this experience as simply art - you KNOW.
Your poetry is MY kind of poetry... stream of consciousness, right from the heart and soul. I hope to meet you someday Alina, to shake your hand and tell you what I really think of you, how much I respect and admire you.
The image - ah - the symbolic ribbons of red, the head bowed in both humilty and shame... the blackness, the bleak ocean waters at once calming and terrifying... the hands bound, yet in prayer... a beautiful image, Alina.

Thank you for your empathy, your divine grasp of this reality. We hold you so close to our hearts because you are so pure, so loving, so individual, so strong... thank you. I bow to you, my friend.
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
:hug: thank you for your wonderful comment......
I am so happy that you belive all those things about me.....
and I am so glad that you like my poetry.... I think that it is very simple , my english is not to god and for this reason I can say only simple things..... I wrote this after a quarrel with my father..... I was very sad and affected.....
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angelsaint11 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
if you ever need to talk to me about your father or anything that troubles you, I am here. You can always note me.
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
:glomp: thank you Dori..... :heart:
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kittens43 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
frumos...
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damnedEvans Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
:glomp: merci mult....... nici nu stiam dak sa o pun sau nu..... nu sunt super multumita de rezultat.... e prea simpla....
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kittens43 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2006
simpla dar de efect....de unde ai background-ul?
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